So I have a had a few fears in my life.
I know fear isn't from God, however this is something that has been ummm very real in my life.
Since living in the area we have lived in the last almost 2 years, some people have suggested for me to get a weapon.... specifically a gun. Ummm NOOOOO!!!
I hate them. Backstory to why I hate them but I do. Everything about them.
Well today I was at a birthday party and they live on some acreage and well the opportunity presented itself. With the encouragement from some friends I shot it!!!
I had tears, and was scared out of my mind but I did it.
That puts me no where closer to purchasing one or having one in my home, however I held it, and shot it and well.... not sure how I feel but I did it.
Here are a few pics....
Oh and yes I'm in a skirt (at least i traded the heels for flip flops)
Oh and my stomach is sticking out and ummm making me look prego and I'm totally Not... I blame on camera angel.


So please tell me a fear that you need to stand on.... even if its completely strange!!!